After 3 days.

The last blog was full of anger and frustration. I was in the worse mood ever. After trying to be rebellious and angry at the Father for the last 3 days, it wasn't successful. I was stuck in the the situation where I wanted to just let my feelings hold me back or focus on the Father again. Praise the Lord that He brought me back once again. I want to apologize for agreeing with the statement "Get out of Hong Kong". Where was my forgiveness? I don't know. Now I got it back, wait, I was given back by Him. I had no smile and no joy for the past 3 days. This morning I work up with the biggest smile because I went back to His arms. After 3 days, Jesus had victory over death. After 3 days, with the power of the Holy Spirit and His Love, I was once again a new person. There are so much more for me to do in terms of seeking and hearing His will again.

Last night, like for the longest, I listened to worship music before going to sleep. I turn off all the light and played I Will Be Still by Tom Read. What a good rest I had, and it was this song that really told me to wake up and go back to Him.

"Lord, I thank you for bringing me back to you again. I'm sorry for being angry at you. Thank you for freeing me from being the prisoner of my own mind. Now I trusted that things is going to be better than before and ever. You taught me a good lesson. I will to be still for You. Thanks Daddy."