I Can't Abort the Mission

This coming sunday morning, I will be sharing with my church here about what has God done for me in my life. From the very first day when God told me to share, I knew He wanted me not just simply give out a testimony. He told me to speak a word of encouragement and teaching along with personal experience. I never really "preach" before in front of anybody. I trust that God will give me the confidence I need on that morning. What about the word? I don't want to sound like I;m preaching a sermon,but God had clearly told me that "Joe, just speak the my Word in spirit and in truth. They need to hear it". Praise God for that insight. As I'm preparing my heart for this sharing, I'm getting more and more spirtual attacks and temptations. It had been a huge struggle for me. The whole time I'm thinking that I just can't share about how amazing God is but at the same time I'm falling spirtually. THere are moment in my heart that I just want to leave Canada go back to Hong Kong and forget about all this. Thanks God that He reminded me that He had given me a mission that needed to be finished. Also, I got reminded that God never called us to be perfect, but obedient. I cried out for God's restoration last night and healing ande rebuke any lies from the enemy. I need to press on. I know it's going to be tougher for the next few days, but with the Father's love, Christ's blood and the power of the Holy Spirit, I know I can finish this mission.

Lord I thank you for loving, forgiving, and training me. Thanks for your restoration and healing. Amen