Deeper Thought

After being at the house for more than a week, I finally realize why I feel so weird to be in this house. This the house where failed the most spiritually. This is where my faith got so weak because I was too focus on things that are not glorifying to God. This is place where I feel most comfortable and too content about my spiritual life. In this house, I cried out for God to bring me back to him. The basement of this house is where I spent the least of time with God but most amount of time watching things I should not look at. Living this this house for 7 years had been a roller coaster ride for me.

In Hong Kong, God had trained me and made me grown so much in just a 8 months, and it has been continuing uphill. Coming back to house, I felt like my spiritual life is back track to where I was 8 months ago. When I stepped into this house, I was really scare as first. I did walk around the house and prayed over every room that I was in. I felt a good sense of peace after that. This past week I just keep going forward without any thought of bad memories in this house. Everyday I have to remind myself that I'm not the same anymore. HK is where my roots are. All I should do here is to bring my blessing from God to the brothers and sisters in Christ here and my family here.

I guess things in Toronto don't change too much. When I'm back here, everything feel the same. That's why I felt like I was here like yesterday.